Things are frustrating on the painting front. I’m feeling stuck between playing it safe and taking risks. When I take risks, I don’t necessarily like what’s happening with the painting. That bugs me. When I play it safe, I wonder if this is all I’ve got. That bugs me.
And yet, I know that when I reach this stage, feeling like I’m being pulled in many ways but not sure what to do, something good is around the corner. I wish I knew what it was. I know that it’s there. I just have to push through the hard part and keep going.
In the meantime, I am also feeling really grateful for many things, especially after this weekend. Life’s pretty darn good.